Saturday, July 21, 2007

Some Twenty+ women I need to thank

Here I go.PLK...I still miss you.SAM...I still love classical music,ofcourse carnatic and SAM I wouldnt forget the debate of 1997...VV..you were the closest and still are..DJX...I am still to understand you..Someday we will have a long conversation sitting by some historical ruins,when I would explain why I am the way I am and maybe get to know a little bit more than the fact that you are the only child of your parents..HL..thanks for remembering my BDay from the year you have known me.I know I should have made the trip when I was so badly needed...BP..i am still to find someone patient enough to hear to my poetry.I promise to have a cup of tea with you sometime soon..RK ..you will forever remain lousy;my meaning for this word is different...SY..I remain your brother...EF ..you were just marvellous, an angel sent from above.I can never thank you enough..RS & SS...I always feel comfortable in your presence.Hope to see your grand children:)..PV..you have been an inspiration to do things in a certain way.OMA,LD,JD,SF...you have always made my days better.

Whither goest you?

Its a little past 1Am in the 22nd of July,2007.

This period of time,end of July and beginning of August have always heralded new beginnings,surprises and on one occasion,two years ago, complete disaster. July 26th is going to be an important day.Hopefully it would be a day of fond rememberance. A day when I will be thankful to God for having brought me to this point from young,doubtful,nobody to the present day "dude" who still wants to live life all over! Many people have been responsible for having brought me to this point.Thanks to all of them.Family,friends,relatives,teachers . Fourteen years of schooling.Seven years and three degrees later I found myself in a job.Not satisfied I returned to grad school and have spent close to 4years now.Hopefully within a year or two I should end all this.Find a full time job.What is that going to be.I have no Idea!The basic minimun would mean getting a post doc position.Is it going to be the US/Europe or India?I have no clue. All of a sudden I feel the whole world has shrunk .There is no point running away from anything. There has also been pressures to get married.Not that I dont wish to do that.I had my chances.There were people who would have accepted me the way I am.But ,i wanted to get a Ph.D in Astrophysics and here I am doing it.So everything apart,the only destination that I can see for myself is finishing this up.Just wanted to say something to a few people.Here I go.PLK...I still miss you.SAM...I still love classical music,ofcourse carnatic and SAM I wouldnt forget the debate of 1997...VV..you were the closest and still are..DJX...I am still to understand you..Someday we will have a long conversation sitting by some historical ruins,when I would explain why I am the way I am...BP..i am still to find someone patient enough to hear to my poetry.I promise to have a cup of tea with you soemtime soon..RK ..we have many more dates to go...SY..I remain your brother...EF ..you were just marvellous, an angel sent from above...RS & SS...I always feel comfortable in your presence...